From people.

Basically, comment and I'll fill this out about you :)

1. Tell you why I friended you. Assuming I can remember:

2. Associate you with something. A fandom, a song, a colour, a piece of fruit, SOMETHING:

3. Tell you something I like about you:

4. Tell you a memory I have of you:

5. Associate you with a character/pairing:

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. (Or else I'll just ask a random question. I reserve that right.):

7. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours:

8. In return, you must spread this disease in your LJ:

Oh my God, could it be? Jen is updating??

Why, yes, yes it's true!

I think the biggest thing that's happened since the eons since my last update is my new haircut/color. I haven't cut my hair since I came to Geneseo, and I don't even want to talk about the obscenity that was my hair color.

Anyways, it's now a really pretty chocolate brown, sweet cut, cute and simple, and hopefully highlights will be put in on Friday.

My hair boredom has been cured! For now...

Other than that, Spring Break just ended and I am not happy about that. Spending 10 ays with the love of my life was the most amazing thing ever, and I did not want to leave. Bah, only a couple more months and I get him for a whole summer. I cannot freaking wait. Especially considering how shitty last night was and how he took such good care of me. Definitely a keeper :)

Right, so back to that homework I continue to put off...

Current Mood: sad

So...here I am, back at school after a break that seemed much too short. I spent almost the whole time with Bill, and it felt wonderful getting to fall asleep and wake up next to him every day. I really can't wait until it's the real thing.

I still hate this school and their complete lack of help and competence. It's an uphill battle every day with these people. They didn't post my semeter bill or apply my financial aid to my account, so I couldn't get my loan for the semester. Add to that the fact that I couldn't register for classes because of the whole changing my major debacle, and we end up with more problems than I wanted to deal with ever at this school. Bah. I don't even want to continue listing the BS.

So, I'll just say how sweet everything else is, and how I have an amazing best friend and a boyfriend who couldn't be better to me. I guess I should stop bitching, considering that those two people more than make up for all the bullshit and as long as they are in my life forever, I couldn't be happier.

I miss you both, and love you.

Swool.

Oh, and most of this semester will be spent watching all the seasons of Friends, thanks to my roommate :)

Current Location: my dorm room...
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: FRIENDS

Christmas was sweet. My baby was very good to me, as was my best friend. I got a DS w/ the New Super Mario Brothers, among other great gifts from Bill and a Smashing Pumpkins watch and the new Gone with the Wind ornament from my girlfriend. New Year's was good as well, and today was awesome because we did nothing but lay around all day and then cook lasagna together for our anniversary. One year today, I love you baby. <3

And now for the random ( survey that I ganked )

Current Location: Bill's
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Simpsons

So the end of the semester is fast approaching. In fact, there are only two days of classes left, followed by exams. Let's just say it didn't turn out as well as I had hoped. I failed my Logic class, at least I'm pretty sure. It was one of those classes where if you weren't there every single day you were pretty much screwed, and since I missed a week of classes because of my car accident, I got so far behind, I could never catch up.

All my other classes, even though I had a rough patch in the middle, should turn out okay. My grades won't be stellar, but I turned things around at the end, and hopefully ended strongly enough to pull out some Bs. I have to say that this has been an interesting experience. Things with my roommate have been tumultuous to say the least, but we ended up basically just being able to co-exist in peace and get along fairly well. My suitemates Laura and Michelle are amazing and I love being able to spend time and just be silly with them.

I can't really say I'm excited to come back next semester, because it's so hard to balance everything being so far away, as well as being continually screwed over by this Wegmans. Oh well, hopefully I'll be able to focus better next semester.

In other news, soon after I come home I should be getting my new car. Well, if I can call it new. It's an '88 Chevy Celebrity, a.k.a. my very own yacht. Ha, I'm pretty excited to actually have a car again, and it's in really good shape for being 18 years old. It only has 80,000 miles on it and other than a radiator hose leak, it's in good condition. It will be so nice to have a car again and have a return of my freedom that I have been so lacking. I hate relying on people for rides and the like, so it will be nice to not feel like a mooch anymore. I'm a little apprehensive, because I haven't driven since my accident, and I'm not sure how I'll respond at first. We'll see.

Finally, I just want to say how goddamn excited I am to come home next weekend and spend two days w/ my girlfriend Christmas shopping and wrapping presents and just having ridiculous amounts of fun. :)

Current Mood: sleepy

Yay, Molly posts sweet things in her journal and everyone steals them, here's mine!

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits
The Great Collapse - Nine Inch Nails

Waking Up
Thru the Eyes of Ruby - The Smashing Pumpkins

First Day at School
Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol

Falling In Love
Corduroy - Pearl Jam

Fight Song
Little House - The Fray

Breaking Up
Better Together - Jack Johnson

Prom
You Belong to Me - Jason Wade

Life Is Good
Crestfallen - Smashing Pumpkins

Mental Breakdown
We're All In This Together - Ben Lee

Driving
Chop Me Up - Justing Timberlake feat. Timbaland and 3 6 Mafia

Flashback
Let Go - Frou Frou

Getting Back Together
Gravity - John Mayer

Wedding
The Circle of Life - The Lion King

Paying the Dues
Chocolate - Snow Patrol

Night Before the War
Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne

Final Battle
Tiny Little Fractures - Snow Patrol

Moment of Triumph
Kiss the Girl - The Little Mermaid

Death Scene
I'll Never Tell - Emma Caulfield and Nicholas Brendon (Buffy)

Funeral Song
Better - Regina Spektor

End Credits
The Ring in Return - Coheed and Cambria

Dear briarwolf,

I have the hugest favor ever to ask of you. I am scheduled 8-4:30 on Friday, and was really hoping I would be able to go do some shopping that morning. Would it be possible for you to switch with me that day? I would really really really appreciate it and owe you big time, cause I think Ellen said you work in the evening.

Please let me know, and if you can't do it, I totally understand cause it's a weekday and everything but if you know of anything, let me know!!!! Thanks dear, I love you!

And I'll see you soon!

Love always,
Your mistress

I haven't posted in a while, and I don't really have much to say.

Except:

I love drunk Reilly. She's amazing, and funny as hell. You should dance like that all the time, because that was amazingly fun. Let's do it again soon girlfriend!

Also, Parrot Bay Coconut Rum tastes like a perfume I used to have, hated, and gave to my sister. Yuck. (Sorry Rei)

Aaaand, it was soooo good to see Bill again. We were very overdue for some incredible quality time.

This was one of the best weekends I've had in a long time. It doesn't get much better than the love of your life and your best friend all in one and all at once.

<3

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Serenity

I hate stress.

Now, I know that sounds kind of contrived, and a little bit obvious, but when things build up and continue to build, that may be the only appropriate phrase.

So, I hate stress.

Not only does it add to my anxiety issues, it makes me unable to sleep at night, as evidenced by the fact that I am writing this entry while I am wide awake at 3 am, and I only got 5 hours of sleep last night. Also, I have trouble concentrating, and I worry about five times more than usual. If you know me at all, you know that's a lot of worrying.

And things aren't seeming to look up anytime soon.

Bill's cell phone was stolen last night; and he's still in Pennsylvania. So not only is he far away from me physically, I can barely even talk to him, and he has to pay $50 to get a new phone. Bastards.

Also, I decided today that I may have to take a leave of absence next semester from school. I already have no money, and if I want any sort of shot at getting a new car, I have to work more than 19 hours a week. Also, I feel that all this stress is really putting a damper on my academics and I need to focus on getting my life straightened out. I have talked to my boss at Wegmans about getting more hours, but she won't give me any. The store here is just too small to accomodate it. However, moving back home may be a bigger issue than staying here. Tomorrow, my mom moves out of our two bedroom apartment into a studio with her new boyfriend, which eliminates any home for me to go back to. So, in essence, my decision is made that much harder by having no car and no place to live.

I haven't made any decisions yet, and I would hate to leave school after working so hard to get here, but I really need a car, so sacrifices may have to be made.

I'm really hoping that once Bill comes back from PA, my stress level will reduce a bit. All I need is a hug and a kiss from the man I love.

Not to mention I learned some kickass relaxation techniques from the Healthguards Destressing seminar.

Stress and life can kiss my ass.

Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Watching Friends

So, the last few days have been hell, I'm not going to lie.

However, not complete hell. Without Reilly, I probably would have gone over the deep end.

Not only did she come pick me up from my mom's and offer me a ride back to school, but she's letting me stay with her until I get everything figured out with my car. She has bought me dinner and made me feel like all hope is not lost.

I'm so grateful to have her as my friend, and I don't know what I would have done had she not been so amazing.

This has probably been the single most stressful and frustrating incident of my entire life, but I have found a great support system and even though I'm still feeling rather hopeless, at least I know I have people who love me.

Thanks Peilly, you're amazing and I'm so thankful for everything you've done for me. <3<3<3

Current Location: Reilly's
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Wicked